How did those 2 beautiful faces come from my body? How did Chris and I make these perfect tiny babies and they are not here with us?
My boys had little lips, tiny noses, eyebrows that were beginning to appear, even a tiny tongue peaked out behind his lips. They had twenty toes and twenty figures all perfectly formed.
We are not just grieving one baby, but two babies. We are grieving the dreams of twins, we are missing those identical faces that we thought we were going to kiss so much.
I am missing seeing my husband hold his sons and watch them grow. They should still be with us, they should be still growing inside me! I am so sad, MAD, lonely and physically hurt that they are gone.
My precious sons that were only here for a brief moment of my life have forever changed me and I will never be the same again. I miss them, I want them, I still think of them ALL the time.
I love you both so much; my heart will always love you.
Be Afraid. Be VERY Afraid.
1 day ago
Of course you will always love them - they are your babies. This post made me cry - I am so mad for you - I wish this was not happening to you. Huge ((((HUGS)))
ReplyDeleteOh sweet lady... life is so unfair sometimes. You should be holding those precious babies. I am praying for you. Praying for peace, praying for healing, praying for comfort.... thinking of you often! Hugs
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