You start out so depressed from a BFN, bloated and hating the color red every time you go to the bathroom, but you are still optimistic that this could be THE cycle.
Then you think we are going to have tons of sex i don't care how much we WILL get PG, then about 4 days into that you start thinking ahhh no more sex, but you do it anyway then you think you've o'd and you are like whew we can take a break but maybe you didn't so you should still have more sex, then you know it is past o time and you have to have sex so DH doesnt think the sex is ONLY about PG.
So, you've started the 2WW and counting the days to testing, you say i wont test before 10dpo(insert your own number here), but then the day before that comes and you POAS anyway, but it is neg b/c it is WAY to early to tell then your head tells your heart to stop stressing but you cant and you still hold out hope as you spend the next week POAS til AF arrives.
Then you get to start all over at the begining, but add some cocktail of meds, b/w, procedures and various DR visits all to help us feel like we are making progress but in actuallity we are still BFN, but we cant stop b/c the end result will change our lives forever and it feels so close but yet so far away.
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