Jeanna's Motherhood Journey: IFV Day 30: 9dp3dt

Our journey so far

*June 08- off BCP
*August 08- stopped not trying
*October 08-actively really trying
*May 09-long cycle took provera to bring AF
*June 09-began BBT and Charting
*July 09-S/A & HSG normal
*September 09-dr apt, plan: 3 cycles of Clomid 50mg; start on CD3 for 5 days, P4 b/w; about to start Clomid when miracle BFP on 9-21-09!!!! What a great Birthday present!
*10-15-09 TWINS!
*1-7-2010 Big U/S found no heartbeats
*1-8-2010 Began Induction
*1-9-2010 at 4:30 and 5:03 am Baby Boys Holmes were born and loved forever.
*2-11-10 against Drs orders, trying again
*3-13-10 BFN
*4-19-10 BFN
*5-15-10 BFN
*5-18-10 First round of Clomid
*5-31-10 Twins Due Date
*6-11-10 BFP @12DPO-Beta 35.6
*6-15-10 16DPO-Beta 338
*7-7-10 6 months to the day of our last U/S confirmed one baby one heartbeat.
*7-23-10 2nd u/s with strong heartbeat!
*9-22-10 Lil Spark is a........BOY; Owen Cobb is on his way here!
*12-13-10 Still a boy at a healthy 3.5 lbs!
*2-11-11 scheduled c/s @ 3:15pm, water broke at 10:30am, born 1:48pm!

Wednesday, December 12, 2012

IFV Day 30: 9dp3dt

9 days past 3 day transfer and 12 days past ovulation

negative

began spotting tonight

All I can think is that my twins died in my belly and now these 2 embies died in my belly.

Babies die inside of me.